my life is so fucked up.

bother? i don't bother.

i hope you come clean and explain yourself. all i can say is that you owe me that little bit.

it hurts to think about how close we were getting and now you just ditched me.

i really appreciate that. especially when you told me you'd never let it happen that way. that rules.

Today I fished in a fishless lake.
Not concerned about time or pace,
I waited patiently for the act to take place.
And I sat there thinking about her
Praying only that I could forget her face.

An old man walked past and asked,
Are you havin' any luck today?

Old man, this is a fishless lake,
And aside from that the only luck I had
Washed away from me with the waves.

No son, I've been here for years
What do you think? You can tame this?
There's big ones towards the center of it.

If you're a fisherman, then don't give up.
Through the trials and tough,
Battering waves and empty pail,
Dashed to bits by a great white whale.
Blessed enough to seek this curse
Wise enough to stay the nerve
One cast is not a mast for your troubles
Nor enough to build a raft.

twist a knife in it, i don't care
drain the life from it, i don't care
if you can fake it you can take them like a photograph.